I finally made my first Icon! Thanks to the tutorial by desdemona_x here

Anyways hopefully school will be ok. I have to finish my math homework sometime this morning. The groups seems to be fixing up ok. I will probably update this more during fourth hour when we are in the computer lab. Amber still hasn't got her part done, I need her to hurry so I can make the note cards. Then the other goof forced in our group tried to put his part on me, the poster. I did all the research, and I have to do the notecards for what I say as the MC.

Otherwise everything else seems to be going well wheee!

Well a friend of mine is having a hard time. She happened to get in her boyfriends e-mail account. She found e-mails including ones from another girl has has been making out with. She is e-mailing how much she likes him and kissing him, however she doesn't like that his is also with another girl. The "another girl" is not my firend. So that makes 3 different girls he is with. Damn that just pisses me off. I do not know how she will get through this but I wish her all the best hope.

School is kind of boring. There is this blonde girl who is clinging to both the guy I like and the one a friend likes. So it spoiled it for both of us. SHe is just so clingy and by now we have now doubts she has gone pretty far with them already. Oh well. Maybe the slut-trash-bitches-of-the-universe do always get what they want.

Also in my group there are let's say many complications. Allison is in love shall we say obsessed with this gal named Kara. She lead us on the other day that Adrianne(not the clingy one but our friend) was in the D building having lunch in a big group. We are like ok, well we want to talk to her so we left for there. It ended up that Adrianne wasn't even there but only the group. Let's just say I don't like many people in that group so even with her there it was hard to come. From this point on I was pissed. Later Allison called Adrianne to tell her we were all there. All of this crap for Kara. Maybe I cannot stand her cause she acts like a royal bitch who thinks she should be waited on hand and foot. I don't like her. Even from my first instinct, and those have never been wrong except for one time.
Anyways I think allison will be leaving our group for Kara. Oh well, let her be a servant.

I feel like the middle man through Adrianne and Allison both ask me if the other hates them. I don't know. Noone can say that except the one that has the feelings. That is the person you should talk to.

Does life always have to be that confusing. We are only kids and going through adult problems. Kids smoking, drinking, killing, etc.. It shouldnt be like that. What will it be like in 20 years? You have to know that all these people won't be much of an improvement, but will take up the resources of the world. What will they teach their kids, and so on?

Oh well some things are just not meant to be understood. This must be one of them, what will the future hold. I can't wait for this mystery to unravel.

I can't believe how boring it has been. However mom and I have rented some movies so thats ok.

The assembly we went to was ok. I just didn't like how the cop kept saying so strongly about dont drink, you will die. He should of done more to safety precautions. Such as.. if you must drink have a designated driver. Stuff that would be useful.
Instead he just rambled on about the past.

WQhen the guy came to talk about his brother it was sad, a more live thing on how it can affect your life. So that was better.

wow changes in the update panel.

anyways my english teacher is a tard... i didnt get my grade sheet dern it....

Well today I have to work on another photo project. We have to shoot under the category of "Old Things". Me and mother are going to the City to find some old victorian places and broken down buildings. Sounds fun. I have been waiting for this project for a while. The weather is perfect too, nice and dark muahahaha.

Anyways wish me luck on the filmin'!

My mom is being such a psycho. I swear if I had a gun I would already be dead. If I find one, it's over.

Everything I do is never enough.
Maybe if I fucking shot myself it would mean something to her.

 I hate the way some people judge others. If you wear glasses, your a geek... If you wear black alot your a goth... if you like pink your a prep.
 Some of these people have no idea. Another guy randomly came and asked me if I did drugs. I said no, why do you ask that. He said you wear alot of black so I assumed you did drugs. Plus one of your friends do.

That annoyed me.

  My mom still hasn't got a job, which really sucks. She said only her last resort would be for us to move. Speaking of me being on the ledge of shooting myself because I am not going anywhere in life. Another person had the ego to call me a rich *beep* bitch. Yeah that is why you live in a 7 bedroom house and me in a 2 bedroom apartment.

 Anyways I am just totally pissed, yes I am a loser. Who gives a fuck. Yes I will probably be a terrorist of mankind. Yes I will probably become a psychotic maniac. What are you going to do about it?

I say nothing, like everyone else.

Got home yesterday afterschool and passed out, dunno why. These pills are doing it to me... make me happy then make me pass out.

Well it was Adriannes B-Day. Britt and Tiff's cake they brought was really good :)

Things kind of messed up in the afternoon though. I know it was her B-Day but she kept talking herself and moving around. When anyone else would talk she would say "shh i have never seen this before" She does that all the time to me tho, talks about parts riiiight b4 they happen.

Oh well.

School has been going so well lately I am quite surprised. I got a 95% on the American History exam that I hardly studied for. I also BS'd the essay lol! Anyways I actually cannot wait for school for once.. hmm I am strange. I think this Birth Control pill does weird things to me, makes me happy, I don't like it lol!

Well yesterday was soo fun. We had a half day so school was fast too. I have to say DARN to that cause of one class lol!

Nothing trully evenful happened until fourth hour. I got to the class and the guy I like in the class sat right next to me. *drool* Dark hair and blue eyes 5 stars lol! Anyways we had a test, so I didnt reallly get a chance to talk to him, thats the DARN for the half day lol.

In the class at the last 5 min Amber came over and started saying how 2 of her classes switched. I said let me see what changed. I noticed that she was going to be in my Bio class and I was like AMBER we have science together again! So we started screaming, it was funny.

The Biology class had 5 or more new student from the same switch. It is one WILD class. It's gonna be alot of fun haha!

That's about it for the day.